2021.09.26 04:49 Significant-Young-30 I re-did it becauuse of a spelling mistake but it's back! It was inspired by some other fan art. I hope you like it!
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2021.09.26 04:49 riverbrookspics I need advice bad….
I don’t even know where to start really. Me and my boyfriend have been together almost 7 years. We meet through when we both in high school but went to different schools. I didn’t have the best bone life and my parents didn’t display love very well so my outlook on a relationship wasn’t a best but at the time I didn’t know that. So I dated a few guys here and there all of them not the best and didn’t last long which was for the best. I met my boyfriend through mutual friends. We started for 5 plus months before talking about dating. He was very respectful to me in the beginning and we started some of the same struggles. Anyways through out relationships I definitely can say maybe he was emotionally abusing me even if he didn’t know it. But I also wouldn’t stand up for myself or tell me otherwise. I just wanted to be loved so bad. He has never physically hurt me but had said some really nasty things to me in fights and take them way to far. Things weren’t so bad when we didn’t live together. I needed a place to stay and my boyfriends family welcomed me which I normally got alone with great. I was a shy kid but I did open up to them a lot. I was very depressed leaving home and how I left home and for the first three months I didn’t say much or eat much or anything much but his parents started acting different toward me. I was respectful and his parents did have there on issues but I didn’t expect to me walking into very similar lifestyle I just came from. That definitely put a strain on our relationship but we still stuck together and we were never disrespectful to his parents. We had been together 5 years at this point. We all ended up moving into a different house which was much bigger and was planned way before I even moved in. But I had a job way back in the city and sadly I was never able to get my license so I really depend on my boyfriend to take me to work because I have no other way. So anyways we move out together back to the city and we have been living together alone now for almost a year. This is where things started to go down hill. At first I just wanted to get the hell of out his parents house so I did everything to make him feel comfortable because I was so sad when I left home even though it was didn’t circumstances. I would cook and clean and do a lot round the house. We took in cat that needed a home and I would do the litter the for the water, the laundry, the dishes everything. Sometimes we would help but not often. And this is the biggest thing, once we moved out he lost his job and now is getting benefits from the government until it runs out so he is home all day every day and I work full time to provide the rest of the income. I am in chance of all the money and pay all the bills because he is not good with money at all. So a few months ago I had a mental break down. I have board line personal disorder that I am trying to get help for. I had no idea so sick I really was getting but my mental health is pretty much gone at this point and I’m really struggling. I sat my boyfriend down and told him I really need help around the house. We wrote everything in paper, well I did and talking about what chores we could each do and what I needed more of from the relationship. He spends most of his day in his computer play video games or doing other stuff on it. He agreed. Since then I feel like he hasn’t really done much or changed. And when he does something small I have to be super happy about it but I’m just asking for him to do this fair share. So I am grateful yes but he should be doing it anyways. And I do have to ask him many times or do things myself because he just doesn’t. I get he had ADHD and some other mental health problems but he doesn’t want to get help for it and I can’t force him anymore to go. And I have said so much already I don’t even know if I can go into detail about why I think it’s emotional abuse but one day I was really upset and about to have an episode and he was mad at me for something that wasn’t really my fault but I didn’t tell him that and I did apologize and he kept going and going and I told him to please give me space to calm down and that I didn’t want to seek crazy because I was crying and getting very worked up and he kept coming in and yelling at me and yelling at me and leaving and coming back and then I yelled back finally that he needed to leave me alone so I could get my stuff and go outside to sit and calm down and he looked at me and said, wow, you’re crazy. It broken my heart so I said outside in the for an hour right after I just got home and had that fight just crying. At this point I have told him things need to change now and that I am not going to be hurt any more and don’t get my wrong I know I’m not perfect I even have had to stop doing some stuff I realized wasn’t healthy in the beginning so I know I’m not perfect but he literally just played video games the whole time I was out there. He didn’t care. Or didn’t show me did. So I told him we are together but not together and we gotta see what happens and I need to heal as a person because at the end of the day I’m the one that has to sit in my head. Well he kinda gets it but doesn’t. We still are fighting, I cry and he doesn’t care, he hasn’t changed much at all and in any way really. As I write this we haven’t talked since he yelled at me in the kitchen when my sister was over that he loved me more than I loved him and that I’m not trying in the relationship and that he doing all this work and he doesn’t want to put in all this work if im not going too but then he will also tell me he doesn’t want me to leave him and he needs me and he won’t let me go he will be better. So I just cry or try and numb it out because I’m struggling so much already. The problem is we live together and I do depend on some of his money, I could move out eventually but I am in love with this man… and I am so fucking scared to go through this. I know I’m not strong enough mentally yet. I love him so much but I also hate that why he treats me and sometimes I don’t even hate that… sometimes I just want someone to care so much about me they will do anything for me or get me flowers or clean the house or check up on me, i hate that he can’t give me that. And a lot of stuff is a one way stuff and I know he can be a good guy because I have seen it. I have seen his good side that I could spend the rest of my life with but it’s very rarely I see that side. I did tell him I can’t see myself marrying him right now and I want that to change… I told my sister I little bit as she did hear us fighting, she tells me to leave him, but I get so sick thinking about it and I literally don’t know what to do with myself…. I need help, some advice. What the fuck do i do? Can I fix it? Can it be fixed? I don’t even have much money or places to go… sorry for speeding mistakes or Unneeded info I’m crying and so tired
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2021.09.26 04:49 respadof Swing trade é bom pra perder dinheiro?
Procuro novas formas de diminuir o meu patrimônio daytrade já tá chato.
Swingueiro, vc já teve algum lucro? Se sim, qual estratégia? dá pra operar só através de notícias ou a análise gráfica é importante tbm?
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2021.09.26 04:49 zombab Best place to get tattoo’d?
Anyone have any recs? Money is not an issue. Looking to get a colored tattoo with semi-realistic nature/animal themes (and possible scar cover ups?) Can be in or around the area. Much appreciated!
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2021.09.26 04:49 JHB20101 Went to Galveston, TX Beach for a get away. Came back to the car covered with atleast 10 of these. Are these roaches? Will they go away or fall after driving about 4 hours to get back home?
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2021.09.26 04:49 HarryRichard2069 Cara
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2021.09.26 04:49 RedditIsAwesomeToAsk What do you consider to be American food?
2021.09.26 04:49 APLemma Show took off majorly this week - now what?
Had a weekly podcast running for a year and some change. Just this week we got a huge influx of listeners; we went from ~20 plays per week to 300+.
Is there anything I should do to strike while the iron is hot?
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2021.09.26 04:49 Venusxhoney is right person, wrong time an actual thing?
My ex and I seem to be perfect for another but honestly we’re so young and we need to work on ourselves. I don’t think I can be friends with him despite him saying he cares and misses me as a friend.
Do I close that door permanently? Or should I shove my feelings to the side in hope to not ruin a potential chance?
honestly if I move on with someone, I’ll cut off contact. If he does , I’ll do the same but I know I’ll be heartbroken.
What could help? What should I do?
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2021.09.26 04:49 7MaZeN7 I don't know if this been posted before
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2021.09.26 04:49 miketatro43 UFC has a lot of accountants ….
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2021.09.26 04:49 Dpark3526 [USA-GA] [H] Ipad pro 12.9 w/ magic keyboard [W] Paypal or Cash
I have had this for about a year and it works perfectly fine. The condition was there are no scratches on the screen as far as I can tell and one light scratch on the back. I don't have a picture of it as of now because I put a protective skin on it after a week or two of owning it. The magic keyboard works well but will have some signs of wear since the rubber material doesn't clean super well. They are being sold as a bundle and will be shipped in the original boxes. Charging cable and block will also be included. The iPad was purchased in early 2021 if my memory serves me right and has 256gb storage.
Price - 1000 + shipping
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2021.09.26 04:49 VLTurboSkids Brakes screech no matter what l?
Have a 2015 Mercedes CLA. Brakes have been done a few times now as they somehow wear quick, although being driven by a female driver (my mum) no not like they are abused. But no matter what we do with replacing them, they always screech, really loud. It’s driven daily too and there is always a slight orange look on the disc, like surface rust.
How can they screech so much after being replacement and worn in.
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2021.09.26 04:49 rizzyrav2 Anything better than Epson 5050ub?
I've done a ton of research and the right projector and it seems like the Epson 5050ub seems to be the best option for my needs. I wanted y'all expert opinion if there are other potential projectors that are better. Here are some info on what I am looking for and the type of setup I have.
- 120 inch white screen 1.0 gain in a fully light controlled room. Can make the room pitch black however majority of the time I will be using 2 dimmed pot lights overhead the seating area. 75% streaming shows and sports, 25% movies. 10 ft viewing distance
- Good contrast, vivid colours, and reasonably bright image are what I am looking for the most
- Would be nice to have a sharper image such as in a native 4k projector
- I've considered the LG HU810 laser projector but the black levels don't compare to the 5050ub
- 6050ub seems like I would just pay extra for black case, warranty, bulb, mount but the internals and image quality are very similar for such a big jump in price
- JVC's NX series are much more expensive with an overall darker image it seems? Not to mention how expense bulb replacements are
- JVC's NZ series are a good comparison but the HDR performance is not as good as the 5050ub
- I am willing to spend 30% more than what the 5050ub currently costs on a better projector if it exists.
My main gripes with the 5050ub is that it is somewhat outdated, not as sharp as some of the 4k projectors. Should I just wait a few months and see if something better comes along???
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2021.09.26 04:49 My4rdAccountOnReddit Vocês acham que vai ter carnaval ano que vem?
Sei que tem várias coisas mais importantes a se pensar, mas teoricamente a pandemia tá “acabando”, cada vez mais gente se vacinando, e se tudo der certo em breve somente imbecis anti vacina estarão morrendo de covid, você acha que o carnaval rola em 2022?
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