2021.09.26 06:35 Able_Bus_3086 Ebony beauties
2021.09.26 06:35 Jsprinklenips Relapse? I don't fucking know
So here I am, again. I had hoped that my next post here would be positive but I guess that's too much to hope for. Joined university like I said I would so maybe that's a plus? I don't know. My dick barely works anymore and I don't know if it's because of my antidepressants that I've been off for so many months or the fact that I can't even be arsed having sex anymore which is the only thing that I enjoy. I've taken to self harming again. My girlfriend cheated on me, probably because my dick doesn't work, and I'm sat here in the dark thinking how she's ruined this city and chance at a new start for me. But maybe that's blaming her to much? I don't know. The only thing I do know is that it feels good when I push a glowing hot screwdriver into my veins. And maybe that's wrong but fuck it. I'm sick of pretending I give shit. It hurts and it feels good. I tried to make my life better and it got thrown back in my face.
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2021.09.26 06:35 knick90 Feel like I blew the first big decision of our marriage. What to do?
My wife (38) and I (36) were married three weeks ago. About a week later, I got an out-of-state job offer and we ended up taking it after talking. The job is contracted for three years. We gave our current employers notice more than a week ago and told our complex we're breaking our lease (unit since re-rented).
I think we made a huge, huge mistake in deciding to move for the job offer. The other job is a better situation for me - it's a higher level role than I have now, more money, and a normal M-F schedule instead of nights and weekends that kind of make my wife and me two passing ships at times. There's no path to any of that where I am now.
So what's the problem? The problem is my wife's income is looking like a sure bet to go down as much as mine is going up, if not a little more, so we're basically spending a lot of money ($10K) to move but be no better off financially and maybe a tad worse. She'll take a hit because she's been in her current job for 11 years and has had raises. Going somewhere new, she'll take a steep pay cut and my pay raise (while nice) isn't enough for the overall numbers to make sense. My pay bump needs to be bigger for a move to make financial sense.
From a personal standpoint, our support system is where we are now so we'd also lose that by moving. We knew that but initially thought the move was going to better us financially. It won't. Most of my family said it was a mistake to begin with but I didn't listen. (But they said if I was still single, the move makes sense for me - it just doesn't make sense for "us").
We made a lot of other mistakes: Deciding about an out-of-state job on a honeymoon, miscalculating what the move was going to cost, and underestimating how much of a pay cut she was going to be looking at. It was also the wrong time to even consider moving, having just been married and having moved our separate apartments into one about 3 weeks before the wedding.
When her dad handed her over to me at our wedding ceremony, he was trusting me with her. I feel like I've let him down with this decision that I should have seen clearly from the get-go.
My wife still wants to go, but she later admitted she's saying that because she knows I'm unhappy in my current job and haven't found anything locally. I know her heart is here, where she spent her whole life, where her support system is. That might be worth giving up for an unbelievable, can't miss kind of job offer, but this isn't that. Over the next 3 years, it will be a financial wash if we're really lucky.
This isn't easy to undo. Our current jobs may not take us back, and I have a contract for 3 years with the other one. Backing out (or trying to) is going to damage my professional reputation - people in my field talk and know each other, and it will be a red flag against me. The job is with a big player in my field too. Our apartment has been re-rented, so we'd need to move locally again.
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2021.09.26 06:35 HatchetJack762 [WTS] Surefire Clicky Tailcap $25 (WA)
New never used. Came off my Surefire M300 light. Looking to get $25 shipped including the PP fee.
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2021.09.26 06:35 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩
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2021.09.26 06:35 Time_Explanation7991 This game is so much fun, I don't care what you say.
2021.09.26 06:35 Okatis New maps theme has harder to read street/road names
2021.09.26 06:35 SacredBullshit Bengaluru: Acquitted in triple murder case, financier kills wife
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2021.09.26 06:35 _Sandpiper_ KOTOR 2 PartySwap mod issue (1.3.3)
I installed this mod a little late in my playthrough which may be the culprit but as far as I can tell that's not been an issue for others on the internet. As far as I can tell the mod installed correctly (I got no errors on install) but when I loaded the game, the Party Swap item was not present. I uninstalled and reinstalled (after adding EE and the compatibility patch) and got a few errors but I assumed that was from the compatibility patch so I uninstalled all 3 and then reinstalled all 3 again with a few more errors but nothing that seemed worrying (EE w/ 0, PS w/ 6, patcher w/ 5).
The only other mods I'm using;
Hide Weapons in Animations
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2021.09.26 06:35 thelittledeerboy 20m Im at a random Florida lake at 12am so let’s talk before the alligators chomp on me😮💨
2021.09.26 06:35 Talysha1921 Dont judge me but who's Hassan?
2021.09.26 06:35 Federal_Clue1171 How do I handle this situation with my straight best friend?
Hello readers, this is my first time posting on this subreddit and I’m really hoping someone on here can give me some advice with something going on in my life. I feel like I'm being taken advantage of by my straight "best" friend. I’m a closeted gay man (25yr) to my closest friends and family. On February 2021, I ended my 7 month relationship with my ex boyfriend. A couple of days after we had officially broken up, I was fired from my job. Recently single and unemployed I was in a very dark place mentally (have struggled with my mental health since high school). After a couple of weeks (Feb 2021), I decided to reach out to a guy (26yr) I met at my job on September, 2020. Ever since I met him I found him very attractive but never reached out since I was in a relationship. I asked him to go out for drinks for the first time and he agreed. He’s a single father and had been separated from his baby mother since she was pregnant with his daughter(4yr). That night we hung out, I instantly had a huge crush on him. Since the first time we hung out till now we have gotten incredibly close. He helped me find a temp job by allowing me to work with him, we go to gym together every night, he's met my siblings and parents, I've met his daughter and we even traveled together alone. On July 2021, I decided my feelings were getting very way too strong. I decided one day after hanging out with him all day that I would text him at night. I told him "I have to tell you something" and he said "what's up bro tell me" and I admitted to him that I was "bisexual" and that I've wanted to tell him since the beginning but I was so scared to tell him but he was the first straight friend I've ever told. I told him that if no longer wanted to associate with me that I respect that but I've always respected him and see him as a friend and never made any advances on him. After I sent that text (Wednesday 10pm), I didn't hear back from him at all till (Friday 5pm). He called me and didn't not acknowledge the text message at all. He called me to tell me that I should find my own job and could no longer work with him. I said that's fine no problem and didn't bring up the text message to him either. On Monday he called me to continue going to the gym together, and I could instantly feel how off the vibe was and he was acting completely different. To not upset him, I never brought up the text message till this day. Slowly, I noticed we no longer talked like we used to, he no longer called me every day like he used to, and we only spoke when it was time to go the gym (I would drive all the way to his house, pick him up, take him and drop him off) and this went on for weeks (July-August). I finally started to feel like he was using me for free rides to the gym and only called me to do him favors (paying parking tickets, being a translator, etc). I found myself constantly texting him and not getting a response for hours, even days. One week I was so fed up (Late August 2021) and decided not to reach out first at all. A whole week went by and did not hear from him at all. I finally wrote to him in a large paragraph that "Hey bro I feel like you only talk to me when you need something, I hope I'm wrong but that's just how I feel and lately I feel like you've turned your back on me" and he instantly went on the defensive and called me "crazy and that I need a therapist and I don't know what I'm talking about" and I told him "if you really don't care about this friendship then just forget it man" and never got a reply after that. I waited a couple of days and reached out to him and apologized for coming at him so aggressively and he replied with "it's alright, you just need to learn how to talk to people". He calls me later that same day and tells me he's moving and if I can help him move his things (Sept 2021) I instantly go and help him and for the next few weeks, I find myself doing him favors all over again every single day (helping him move furniture, free rides, translating, doing random transactions). Lastly, last week he asked me if he can help me sell his truck. I happily agreed and asked if I can be compensated for it (currently don't have a job, I am a student and do Grubhub on the side). He offered me 500$ if I can sell his vehicle for him and get him his asking price. I took photos, posted it on Facebook, got in contact with a buyer and provided all the information to my friend. This past weekend I went on a trip and wasn't around to meet with the buyer so my friend had met with him on Sunday and sold the vehicle. This Monday, I come back and ask him "when will I can get the money" and he says "later I don't have it right now.. " I tell him that's fine and if we can still go to the gym, and he says "I don't want to I'm not in the mood". On Wednesday I ask him if we are going to the gym and he says no again. I tell him that's fine and if can please deposit when he can. He said the check clears on Thursday. I haven't heard from my "friend" in 3 days. I don't know what to do in this situation. I'm so in love with this guy but I've essentially allowed myself to be a doormat for him but I can't live like this any longer. I've been so afraid to lose him because in my head I've always thanked him for meeting him at the right time and getting me out of a dark place back in February and being a good friend to me. He's made me so happy in just a short amount of time. Ever since I came out to him back in July, our friendship hasn't been the same and I miss that version of him so much. I really need the money right now and don't want to lose the friendship but I feel like he isn't being a very good friend after all the favors I've done for him in the past 3 weeks. Whenever he needs something, I never say no, and always rush to help him with anything I can. I wish he would do the same for me but it seems like he never does... I've never told him how I really feel about him and always keep my feelings a secret and never try to hit on him when I'm around him but I feel like it's too late to admit that now (I've decided it's better if we should just be friends). Any advice on how to keep this friendship or end it in the best way possible??
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2021.09.26 06:35 Master_Strategy8758 Fm claims that Delo and duvy r mad over a basketball game
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2021.09.26 06:35 sonuishaq67 A "financial" TikTok "influencer" with almost "500,000" "followers" says bitcoin is going to "get slayed" - and shares how cryptos and stablecoins make up his trading strategy
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2021.09.26 06:35 RoomieBoomie69 Yes, this is all I have for you today, Reddit.
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2021.09.26 06:35 segascream My collection (more or less)
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2021.09.26 06:35 jookco Bob Herbert Death - Obituary News: Bob Herbert has died . Click link to read full story.
2021.09.26 06:35 quote_emperor cartolina-aforisma-anatole-france-1
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2021.09.26 06:35 VietRooster New Music Friday: September 24th, 2021
New Music Friday is the weekly thread dedicated to cataloging all the Album/EP releases that came out this week, including non-subreddit relevant releases. This is also a great place to discuss these albums, or bring to our attention other albums released this week.
❓ "this seems intriguing after a cursory look"
⭐ "im interested in this for one reason or another"
❤️ "ive been waiting for weeks, months/i'm absolutely in love with this"
2021.09.26 06:35 Bender-1699 Bowling is pretty hard tbh
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2021.09.26 06:35 DerpSt0rm Very underated helm
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2021.09.26 06:35 Live-Mistake8530 Melissa Debling
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2021.09.26 06:35 SquidCultist002 My first metal mini, a "Neurothrope*" in 6mm scale
2021.09.26 06:35 iamer_777 what in the moon robot is that in the picture The new revenant? Wow I feel like a new born baby lol
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2021.09.26 06:35 BlitzballMania Found Out Tellah Can Cast Meteor Early Through Grinding
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